Well I have definitely neglected my attempt to journal! I am almost in my 3rd trimester with our little daughter. So far, other than high blood pressure, this pregnancy has gone smoothly! We are very grateful.
But emotionally and mentally, I have struggled a bit lately. Letting certain things (all of which are completely out of my control) to fester in my mind. Letting myself think things to death! But thankfully, with SO MANY prayers, and a few blessings from my loving and concerned husband, I am able to calm myself down and move on.
I have always struggled with having Faith. With placing my Faith in Heavely Father and allowing him to show me the way. Allowing Him to help me carry my burdens.
Through His love (and patience that only God could possess!) I have learned to let these "storms" bring me closer to Him, let Him help me get through this. And He has let me see that letting Fear "flood my heart" will just drown me...
That's exactly how it feels: like drowning in fear!
I am so grateful for Heavenly Father and the love that He has for me. For the blessings that rain down upon our family. And for the lessons and experience I gain from trusting in Him.